EVER WORDLESS?
Words: Tomi Toth

Something said: “Let me introduce to you the very “world” you live in…”
I said: “Yeah sure... I wanna know! ...I’m quite …I am! I’m really interested!
“Well most say so ‘till they have to lend an ear to themselves,
to catch a glimpse of ‘emselves, taste a chunk of ‘emselves
(some have never did before)
take for granted the existence of this ‘self’, of this you, of something real,
of something still of something really yours.
By the way: D’you remember what “Sig” said about it? What?!
Well, he said we’re not home in our psychic homes…
Able to disagree?” Well let me see?
I said: “Yeah why not, yeah right, that’s right, ok, let’s just move along…”
What we think is what we think we think we think…
There’s nothing “real” about it … And what does real mean anyway?
Word is god… Wouldn’t you agree that Word is god?
Word is god …& there’s nothing “unreal” about it…
Here we go again, & this time I listen:
“Spell check's complete but still not quite getting it, right?
Or do ya? There’s a problem with getting.
For some reason by taking you don’t get anything,
can’t accept anything. An unbelievable mess of inputs is what is believed in.”
And our response when we glimpse it?
We all do from time to time and something in you is admitting
that so do you, all the time in some sense…
Wanna know who's speaking. Wanna know who wants to be right.
Wanna know who thinks it wants to be right ?
Wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna, wanna…
Remember and then forget and then remember
but not remembering of having forgotten.
Remember … Remember the refrain we sung already?
…oh so many times…
Word is god & I do not think You should sing along …
Word is god, let the moment pause and watch and feel about it.
“Common sense is commercial sense is academic sense
is knowledgeable sense.
But does it make you sense anything?
Feeling anything at all?
But a smooth orgasm right before the fall?
And you might not agree that word is god …
of course you may not …
When you take words out of anything that you speak and think …
tell me what does remain?
Is word really god?
And now you can’t sing along.
Word isn’t god, if you let the moment pause and live and breathe about it….